Friday, April 23, 2010


Friday, April 16, 2010

Reach for the Stars

Mommy tells me everyday that I can be whatever I want to be when I grow up. My future is what I want to make of it. Reach for the stars!! She also tells me that we are here on earth to share and give our love to others. Do good things and good things will happen for you. She said it was something to do with carma.

Today I am going with mommy and some of her Tri Delta friends to present a $1,000 check to Scottish Rite Children's Hospital. Mommy said that there are children that are sick and need help and anything we can do to support the cause is very dear to her heart. Mommy is always doing special projects for other people...she is full of love!!!

I am so excited to be apart of the giving spirit today...It made me think about sharing my toys. That is giving right? Today I will let Static play with some of my toys. (that is my cat)

I hope to follow in my mommy's footsteps and continue to give of myself unselfishly to others. I would love to always be blessed with...what was the word...oh right carma

So to all my fans...Reach for the Stars!!! Do good things!!! Don't take things for granted!!! Share your toys!!

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Ode To My Breasts

Okay, You read that title right! Today I am writing a blog about me and not from Owen. You see tomorrow I will be going in for Breast Reduction Surgery. I am so excited about this and yet so nervous all in one.

Am I nervous about the surgery? No. I have never been nervous about the actual surgery. However, I am nervous that I might wake up and regret what I have done. What if they are lopsided? What if my nipples are crooked? What if no one will be able to tell I had it done and I just paid a ton of money.

Am I sad to see my breast go?
No. I have been very well endowed in the upper region since I was in 6th grade. Hence, the early nickname Himalayas. I don't ever remember being smaller than a C cup. I use to be teased by the boys and girls just assumed bad things about me since I was bigger chested. I am not going to lie though; being big chested has it "perks" no pun intended However, the cons do out weight the benefits.

I do have to give my boobs a shout out! I mean they have been a part of me for so long and they have seen me through some fun times. (read into that how you like)

Now that I am thirty I have come to realize that being big chested is not that great when you no longer have breast that sit up nice and pretty, or you can't button your shirts anymore, or your bras begin to cut into your shoulders and leave horrible marks. Your husband does not find them sexy, and you also don't have a good self image about yourself because no matter what you see yourself as fat. I just want the back and neck pain to end, the night sweats to go away, and the double sports bra era to be a thing of the past. In many ways my breast have defined me. Now is that always a good thing? NO!!! I have been referred to as, "you know my friend with the big boobs." You tend to take it all in with a smile and just laugh it off; but deep down the self image issues do begin to brew.

So tonight I will take off my grandma bra for the last time and will donate them all to women in need. Tomorrow I will become a new person, a more confident woman, and a person who will begin shopping at Victoria's Secret. So pray for me, Clay, and Owen as we go through this transition in my life and a long recovery.

Monday, April 5, 2010

Hippity Hoppity---I Love that Dang Bunny!!!

So today I woke up and mommy told me it was Easter!!! She told me that there was a large fluffy creature that visits all the good little boys and girls. She also said that Easter is a day for us to give thanks to God for all the wonderful things he has given us. She said as I get older I will learn more about the true meaning of Easter.

So off we went to my Nana's house. Mommy thought it would be fun to dress me up as a bunny too. (she is silly)

My Nana had a place for me all set up to eat at the dinner table with the everyone.

There was so much food on the table and I was so excited when mommy started to fill up my food tray. I have learned that I LOVE deviled eggs!!! They are the best thing ever!

Daddy thought my dirty face was funny!

After we ate I was able to open up all the gifts that the Easter Bunny brought me. It was like Christmas!!

Next year mommy said I would be old enough to hunt easter eggs that are going to full of all kinds of suprises. THIS HOLIDAY ROCKS!!!